"The worst part about anything that’s self destructive is that it’s so intimate. You become so close with your addictions and illnesses that leaving them behind is like killing the part of yourself that taught you how to survive."
"This house creaks and moans
even when no one moves.
I can relate.
I think my bones are filled with lead,
I think I’d sink to the ocean
if you had the gull to throw me in.
I wish you would.
My fingers ache from holding onto
things I have no business hoarding,
things I have no business loving.
What I am trying to say is
I wouldn’t mind a little rest."